After all these years I still only think, crave, and want one thing. My total happiness was taken away from me. I can’t really say much but I’m not happy. I can’t feel the love anymore, I can’t feel the butterflies, I feel so numb and i stay with this person because If I don’t I feel so alone. I don’t have any one anymore I pushed everyone away from me even the one I loved because I had to hide that person.. But not only did she hide me I hide my love from her. I blinded my self with someone else, I couldn’t bare to see her with anyone else. My heart aches, I just want to feel an see you. I don’t even wan’t too talk, I just want to hold you so closely that we can only feel the breathes on each other skin. I had so many dreams and imaginations of you an I together and all in a matter of time it was taken away. I waited for so long for someone like you, I dreamed of fairy tales, and love like this and it was it. You were it, it drove me crazy to constantly hold off on you.. But as time passed I had no choice to move on wither or not I was happy or in love. You were in your own fairy tale as so was I. My heart still beats for the one I love and it shall wait and wait for the right time to come.
Why did things have to end like this .. Answer me please?
- me to mashed potatoes (via neyopets)